Is it possible, that God gave me a massive amount of patience for use throughout my lifetime, but when it's gone, it's gone?
That I was supplied with this generous, yet finite, quantitiy, and I've used it all up in 12 years of parenting?
That's not how it works, right?
Which means this is just a lull. Just a momentary lapse in my ability to tap into the God-given, grace-driven well of patience, for the use and good of my children?
Phew. Good thing. Cause parenting is impossible without it.
I'll let you know when it returns.